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Why Do You Call Me Good?
Then one came and said unto Him: Good Master, what good thing shall I do, that I may have eternal life? And He said unto him: Why do you call Me good? There is none good but One, that is, Elohim! But if you will to enter into life, keep the commandments! He said unto Him: Which? Yeshua said: You shall do no murder; you shall not commit adultery; you shall not steal; you shall not bear false witness; honor your father and mother; you shall Love your neighbor as yourself! The young man said unto Him: All these things have I kept from my youth up! What do I yet lack? Yeshua said unto him: If you will to be perfect, go and sell all that you have, and give it to the poor, and you shall have treasure in Heaven; then come and follow Me! But when the young man heard that saying, he went away sorrowful, for he had great possessions. Then Yeshua said unto His disciples:
Amen, I say unto you that a rich man shall hardly enter into the Kingdom of Heaven. And again I say unto you; it is easier for a camel to go through the eye of a needle than for a rich man to enter into the Kingdom of YHVH! When His disciples heard it they were exceedingly amazed, saying: Who then can be saved? But Yeshua beheld them, and said unto them: With men this is impossible, but with Elohim all things are possible! Then Peter answered and said unto Him: Behold, we forsook all, and followed You: What shall we have therefore? Yeshua said unto them: Amen, I say unto you; that you which have followed Me, in the Regeneration when the Son of Man shall sit in the throne of His glory, you also shall sit upon twelve thrones, judging the twelve tribes of Israel. And everyone that has forsaken houses, or brethren, or sisters, or father, or mother, or wife, or children, or lands, for My name's sake, shall receive a hundredfold, and shall inherit everlasting life. But many that are first shall be last; and the last shall be first. (Matt 19:16–30)   {cf. Exo 20:12–16; Deu 5:16–20; Lev 19:18; Titus 3:4–7; Acts 3:19–24}

The first thing all serious seekers of YHVH–truth, acknowledge, is that the red letters are the only YHVH–Speak ever humanly recorded. YHVH, The Creator of everything and everyone, takes on Human form, and then says this: Why do you call Me good? What could that possibly mean?

We are physical beings on a planet with Satan as the god of most of humanity; this, along with an unstable geology and weather patterns, and many biological systems that involve predation, parasitism, and disease; the end–result of all that will be suffering. And the only completely merciful release from it all, is death itself. But that was not the original plan!

Corporeality itself may be an ongoing exercise in unrelenting mercilessness ― wait until you are elderly for a more personalized experience on the subject ― but there is far more to this random blue marble in the Cosmos, than is being experienced or expressed by the bipedal hominid masses called humans being.

Still, most like to think of themselves as a lone victim; they cannot help themselves because they were born into it, and now, they have to fight the rest of us in that perpetual victim status. Everyone else are cast as the villains inside their mind; the sum of all life to them! They do not know (or do not want to) that almost everyone struggles with issues in this life; that life is hard, even for those spoiled by the lack of real challenges to their person, or credible threats to their very survival.

So, as a part of the victim paradigm, they like to challenge others with: Do you have my affliction? No! So you cannot understand my trials: woe–is–me! They like and even need to think of themselves as the only really true sufferers among us. Everyone else around them are doing fine, but they have all these trials to face; their trauma drama is huge, but this is due to a self–focused existence (Isa 53).

All victims think they are being magically controlled by outside forces such as advertisers and/or other businesses, even by geography or place. But this is because blaming anything or anyone but the self, helps to keep the focus away from self; it is a distraction. They want (volitionally) to do A or B, but make it appear as if they are forced to do A or B. This mentality is so normalized to them, they openly make claims that only reveal their self–assigned victim status.

But in a society where many others are doing the same thing, also suffering from victimism, it soon becomes acceptable by/to the many, who are oblivious to doing this. And in like manner, they become oblivious to the self–righteousness and (at times bizarre) hypocrisy that infects their thinking as well. Never looking inward; never gaining the ability for self–assessment or self–awareness, they remain trapped in Judgmentalism for all others.

Social Roles Do Not Define Character; Character Defines Social Roles! (Back)

It is typically a scenario in the West, of the White good–only guys, protecting themselves against all those, well, non–White's. Anywhere else on Earth and it can be the Muslims protecting their holy places against all the Infidels; or the opposite when it is the Muslims who are a minority. Indeed, all such not–like–me people are everywhere; anywhere there is (directly or indirectly), any form of ethnic cleansing, such sin–evil is written on the ancestral DNA of many. With us–against–themism thriving everywhere, a victorious Satan will win Earth, but will ultimately lose the war.

The Militants at heart, do not join the military or police, and then become bullies; it is bullies that seek out legal venues to bully! Their soul hungers to abuse; to be violent; even to kill; they think about it often. I call them pre–murderers; they want badly to kill someone, but as cowards, they fear prison; they must seek venues where they can legally murder. They hunger–lust to play god and decide on their own how and when another dies: the god complex!

Military personnel are known for being highly abusive in war scenarios; the documentation of rape alone, in every war, is comprehensive, and for torture it is terrifying. There is an adrenaline rush when police emergency calls come in; it provides police, justification for lethal force; justifications written by/in Law. And Social Media thrives on all of it (both sides).

Dedicated pacifists do not fear the death part of war, but the killing part that they/we are forced into. For the inhuman masses, killing is just a part of Natural Selection; no big deal, because morality and its ethics, are mere social constructs. But for those with a chance at Spiritual Resurrection, it elicits a fear for their Soul, more so than just their body.

The inhuman are Loveless and to the point of being unnatural, and thus revealed in one or more of these: fallacious; dehumanized; psychopathic; sociopathic; inhumane; immoral; unethical; carnal–primal; power–hungry; anger–ruled; greed–driven; dread–filled; superficial; indifferent; simpleton; domineering; self–righteous; hoarders (money/things).

Humans are only one proverbial rung up the ladder from them. The animals are on rung one, so the inhumans are on rung two, the humans are on rung three, and the Elect of YHVH are hundreds of rungs above that. It is an entirely different life and radically different perspective of life. But the ladder analogy will be perceived as some elitist perspective, and yet, that is unavoidable because anything but praise is seen as an attack.

There are many who like to cast themselves as the hero's; the rescuers and saviors and protectors: the Victors! They actually need victims to rescue and save (in this role play), so it is symbiotic and spun as such. Hence, we have a system of avatars and actors, made up of the victim, the villain, and the victor.

But some of these roles get hijacked by the murderous; the yet–to–murder, who secretly hunger to play god; to be like Satan and be a god; to take human life, or at least alter the life–long course of others; they are the control freaks among us. Most are enraged with murderousness; to watch the life drain out of another, at/in their hands. They know deep within that Messiah Yeshua died for that individual, and so, they want to show YHVH that they have the power to end a life prematurely: That is what demons love doing!

They are Satans people! So, they seek–out positions in society, where they can abuse or kill, but do so, while masked in heroism; they play–act as the good guys always battling the bad guys. Police; Security; Mercenaries; Solders; any armed position they can get, to have the opportunity to abuse or murder with impunity or immunity. Once a justified situation manifests, they cannot contain their excitement to an opportunity to murder; and that is the demons who flood in by the thousands for the thrill of the kill.

But the same need to control and/or to be empowered, extends outward to include a version of all that we see in modern society. Satans Earthly Trinity Is Economics & Politics & Religion! The planets that are the sum of the corporeal realm, they were all created by YHVH, and so YHVH owns Earth and all other material things of the Cosmos.

But Satan is the god of this world; this planet of humans: The World. The Elect of YHVH live this life, for the life hereafter; we are true believers, which means we know that the afterlife is real. Unbelievers will side with Satan, and invest heavily in this temporal life, and religion itself is just one of those proofs. All religion is a mocking of YHVH, and the Messianic Cross. Those involved in religion, do so because they are unbelievers.

All Messianic disciples are gifted with a wisdom that, for some, transcends the limits of the human brain. John of Pátmos eventually went biologically insane from it; he stayed plugged in too long. In fact, the words that come from any Messianic Oracle, will seem radical to almost everyone, but this is to be expected. It is analogous to teaching Linear Algebra (LA) to first graders; they know the spoken language as well as basic math, but LA will seem like crazy talk to them at that stage of development.

Indeed, and like with any new math, new words had to be created, back in 2010 or so, and hopefully will be officially added later, somewhere, to expand the list of English words on this topic, alongside victim, victimized, victimology and victimization. And they are: Victimhood, Victimship, Victimism, Victimist, Victimizer, Victimizationist (and ism), and Heroistics, with more as they come into the light.

Making ones self a benefactor of the victim class, is at the root of victimism. The victimist is always a victim; they may never claim this as such, outwardly, but that is the mindset or mentality. Therefore, it is only a matter of time before a victimist will experience victimization. Just being on Earth, a victimist is always ready to be victimized; then they look for it.

Consequently, the victimist is ever–ready to expose all the attacks that come to them, just from living on Earth, surrounded always by the opposing villains, spun by cultural stereotypes in any time or place. The hero can be a victim, and a victim can be a hero, but none cast themselves as the evil villains: Odd huh? Messiah Yeshua made it clear upfront, the nature of the human condition: Zero adult humans are good!

The way of the Satan–ran World, makes it hard to be good. This is what Messiah Yeshua meant. And, it was reiterated by another: There is none righteous, no, not one! (Rom 3). Some of the most corrupt of all humanity, still think they are the good people; that they are completely innocent; that it is everyone else that is the problem. This is not just ironic and moronic, it is demonic!

The Delusion Of Self! (Back)

I am the good person in my own self–written story. And though I never refer to self as a victim, I must navigate this life in my struggling victim state, as I heroically fight always to be victorious over my enemies; to be a victor and a hero! And that is my story, and I will share it with the other victim/hero's, so they can praise me for the fight I must endure, just like they do! My enemies are all the not–like–me people (probably you) that I must endure as the always–good–one!

Victims prove their internal struggles with victimship, by casting themselves always as survivors; always in a struggle for good against the forces of evil. And they do this publicly; they protest against all the evil government (non–people); against those "others" who are simply, not them; the evil not–like–me people. Many are trapped inside the center of their own little world; nowadays a form of this is called Main Character Syndrome.

Listening or reading from desperately spoiled individuals, as they manufacture and spin, fake trials and tribulations, while living in a consumer culture of wealth; trials that they heroically became victors over, is shameful, gratuitous, and quite embarrassing to anyone with a flicker of personal integrity. Owning a car, any car, is an excessive luxury, but if the Car Cult is all one has known, it may not seem that way.

In their mind and mentality, many people are victims of all sorts of things, but in reality, they participate in corrupt systems that they rail against, and become their collaborators. E.g. the Car Cult. The Car Cult is World War 3 & 4; cars killed more people annually, than all wars waged by all humanity to date; that is villainy! To enable it is a travesty.

In the victim paradigm, the others are always the flawed ones; always a step (or more) behind them. The victim is always and forever a victim; always self–portrayed as the good guy. Consequently, their perpetual worldview is that of them, positioned as the always–good person, and thus everyone else around them, are potentially or actually, the bad ones; the dangerous; those in the wrong. It is just a matter of degrees for them.

If the other does not align with everything that is confined in the victims head, they are cast as the villain in their own minds. And villains must be ignored, opposed, or destroyed if necessary. Can you see deeper into this proverbial rabbit hole to see where this could lead?

Everything they believe is truth, and if anyone disagrees with them, they are of course, wrong as villains, and now the victimists must suffer evermore as they endure the wrongness outcomes of the not–like–me people. But self–righteousness is not only evil, it is demented and can even lead to insanity.

All acts and words of self–righteousness are diversionary. Self–righteousness itself is among the greatest of sins on Earth. But the point of it is to manufacture a false righteousness by humans who are profoundly evil themselves. for example, a self-righteous person will criticize another, or point out another, if (say) they speak curse words, or show their tits, or some other outward act that they work to make more offensive than it is.

To look upon nudity itself, in any negative way, is far more sinful than the actual act of nudity. This is not about the nude human form, but rather, about weaponizing nudity to tempt another person into committing an actual sin such as adultery. The metaphor of the Garden of Eden also teaches about this; that only the unrepentant see nakedness as bad. Messiah Yeshua said that unless we become as little children we cannot partake in the Kingdom of YHVH.

The apparent righteousness of most people is not rooted in moral conviction, but rather, in the parroting of a slogan they heard, and sounded righteous to them at the time. As mere parrots, they now want to repeat that to another, so they can experience the same level of angst they felt upon hearing it themselves. Slogans like: Don't Feed Wildlife! Reduce; Reuse; Recycle! These are what came to my mind in this moment of writing, but there are many more, but hopefully readers get the point.

When an individual has died enough to (proverbially speaking) make it under the Messianic Cross, many things have occurred first. The very idea of doing anything that has even a small chance of hurting others; all those lifestyle choices already come to an end. The Car Cult is the most obvious of all; there are very few things humans do today that has such a detrimental effect on all Earth life. In like manner, ones focus on the Temple of YHVH, brings with it an entirely different lifestyle than before.

We (all) Messianic disciples, identify publicly and always, as Messianic disciples, before any other more socially acceptable identifiers. The World identifies with the world because they are of/in the world; they know little else. A person who works for a higher educational degree is compelled by Satan via pride–ego–emotion, to sound off the announcement bell, by calling themselves Dr. Joe, or John Doe PhD, etc.

Still others will use some other self–achievement or status moniker in their ID! What it does, is it exposes their heart condition, because no one under the Messianic Cross cares at all about such temporal achievements, and bragging like that manifests a lack of genuine humility, which is impossible for anyone even near unto the Messianic Cross.

Christianization and victimization go hand in hand; Christians are also self–appointed victims, but cloaked in a righteous looking facade. They pretend to endure the evil world all around them (one they are actually collaborators in); they "pray" for their enemies; not genuinely though; in reality, they prey on them. They participate in Satans world: Satans Earthly Trinity Is Economics & Politics & Religion! Therein, they expose their cloaked victim status onto those arenas.

All Patriotism Is The Celebration Of Domination! (Back)

For humans, territorialism is expressed in landlordism, in patriotism and nationalism, in stand–your–ground laws, in politics, in map lines, in nation–building, in colonialism, in business and economics, and so on. All patriotism is the celebration of domination, and all domination is demonic. It all comes out of the core, which is Satan (God). Individualism and meism, times billions, was the expectation of the Eschaton Era: I got mine, screw you! That is the theme song of the end times.

We see a lot of victimist examples, with things like War Memorials; the enemies are always the bad guys and "we" are always the good guys, and so, wars are about "we" being the agents of good, who sacrificed for others on our side of the proverbial and literal map lines, made by these prisoners of geography. All nation/states have War Memorials and other human praise and worship Monuments.

"We" on this side of human–created map lines, are the victim–turned–victor survivors of the "them" people; the Goliath–like villains on the other side (who being dead, are not here to boast with such Memorials). This feeds into all the sin–acts of patriotism and/or nationalism; that we are the victors over evil forces, and celebrate those victories as the superior ones; the god–protected: But Satan is that god! Jews and Native Americans (and many others) were their victims.

Memorials all over Earth are reactionary to the guilt–shame–condemnation, and its cognitive dissonance, experienced by the warmongers who conquered and murdered the other human creations of YHVH, for land or gold or other resources, all of which are owned, only by YHVH, Creator of all! The Indwelling Holy Spirit allows the tension, so to move the humans species (either) toward the Messianic Cross, or ever further from it; separating the wheat form the weeds.

Earth life, or the world, is just one big exhibition of pride–ego–emotion; YHVH abhors pride: The pride conquered are eternally doomed. Narrow Way is a difficult path to get onto; therefore, few there will be that will seek it or find it (Matt 7). And any understanding that we are just one species on one (human supportable) planet with one chance at this experiment; this is so far beyond them they will surely die still oblivious to it.

Unfortunate for the Broadway masses, this kind of self–justification will only validate such murderousness and human slaughter, on this side of eternity. In reality, the greatest victim on this planet, was Messiah Yeshua; 100% innocent and still paid the ultimate price as if He was 100% guilty. We know how He responded to it all: Love! Father forgive them; this was among His last words!

The religion of Christianity, like all human–centrist religions, equally suffers from the same base aspects that affect–effect–infect the sum of the human condition: pride–ego–emotion, adversarialism, hierarchy, territorialism, fear–paranoia, guilt–condemnation–shame, mammon service, consumerism, landlordism, patriotism and/or nationalism, heroism (the rescuer), the savior complex (evangelism; proselytization), false devotion, stardom, and so on. The normalization of hierarchy is a social human–centered construct; YHVH abhors it! There can only be One Lord, and we humans are all equals.

That oblivion to the self (true self–awareness), manifests in other ways too; the conscious or unconscious Judging of others, people come into contact with in public, based upon outward appearance, is one observable example. This becomes much more noticeable to those who are (in some way) ugly, or just old: Unless of course you are rich! This abject superficiality is supernaturally normalized unto the Darkness destined human masses.

The Darkness destined masses cannot be anything else; they volition damnation in daily choices. They literally study the productions of the Evil One: Satans Earthly Trinity Is Economics & Politics & Religion! But the abject peacelessness that haunts them, is countered with whatever the culture–at–large is doing; in the Eschaton Era that act is mass–consumerism as a way to appease that peaceless state. If they buy just one more thing, or go to one more locale, or conquer one more mate, they will reach some state of peace, but these efforts always fade or fail to fill–in the dead zones.

Thus, strangers will give more time and/or attention to people who are attractive, and/or popular, and/or wealthy (etc.), but get short and even violent with anyone else, deemed inferior by their quick–to–judge standards. YHVH has entirely different standards; they were shared with the world, via the life, lifestyle, and teachings of Messiah Yeshua; YHVH–in–the–flesh. We as His disciples, follow His ways, not other humans.

Whatever a person's own issue may be, it may or may not be an unnatural issue; some bodily bent in the wrong direction. Still, it is life challenges that we are each faced with, of one kind or another, either to overcome, or to be overcome by; regardless, it is an issue of volition every time. Being victim is also proof of no self–awareness.

Our biological reason for being, is procreation, not meaningless self–indulgence. We volition to honor the Temple, or not; we Love self through self–discipline, not self–indulgence (Eph 5:28–30). All Messianic disciples recognize and enjoy pleasure, it is just not the center of our world; it is not our reason to be.

But when an entire society enables and even promotes the villain–victim–victor paradigm, making heroes out of self–created victims, the number of victims, must and will escalate and sometimes dramatically; it becomes a popular social role to be in, as well as a personality (cult) product to market for mammon. Unfortunately, the stress level created by this self–induced victim state, is itself, what ends up being most unhealthy to such individuals. But worst of all, it detracts from the true victims.

Cowardice Manifests In Machismo! (Back)

Unlike the armed and militarized and paranoid cowards that define the bulk of our species ― mostly from those who suffer from the machismo delusion ― we pacifist disciples, empowered by YHVH–Love, become as brave as our Master on the Cross: It takes a brave person to be a pacifist! Empowered with the very force of the universe itself, Yeshua freely decided to stay there and be the Sacrificial Lamb for all humanity; take it or leave it: All Hail YHVH!

There is therefore, now, no condemnation to them that are in Messiah Yeshua, who walk not after the flesh but after the Spirit! For I reckon that the sufferings of this present time are not worthy to be compared with the glory that shall be revealed in us. For the earnest expectation of the creature, waits for the manifestation of the sons of Elohim. For the creature was made subject to vanity, not willingly, but by reason of him who has subjected the same in hope, because the creature itself also shall be delivered from the bondage of corruption, into the glorious liberty among the children of Elohim. For we know that the whole creation groans and travails in pain together until now. And not only they, but ourselves also, which have the first fruits of the Spirit, even we ourselves groan within ourselves, waiting for the adoption, to wit, the redemption of our body. (Rom 8:1,18–23)

Consequently, all Messianic disciples have no fear of death or suffering, but see them as temporal events that will be washed away forever at the Resurrection of the Just (Luke 14:12–14). We are flesh indeed, and so we do not seek it out; we prefer no suffering, but life deals us all random hands that differ sometimes widely. But the Elect of YHVH go from woe–is–me victims, to being thankful for this thorn ⊛ (2Co 12:7–10). The fear that drives the Broadway masses is justified, just not unto Salvation (1Jo 4).

But the presence of guns is the physical evidence of cowardice and fear, and that is truly a sad state to be in. This is especially so, once these people reach really old age, assuming they do not kill themselves or another first, and realize that corporeal life was too short anyway, be it 30 years or 70 or even 120. For the blink–of–time that we are on Earth, how we live it is far more important than the number or years we survive here.

Guns are a secondary product of victimism. If I see myself as the good guy; the hero; the savior; I am exhibiting (to all) that I truly have a god complex or a savior complex, and no Spiritually metamorphosized (Saved) person is like this at all. Humans are either lords themselves, or they are voluntarily subjugated unto the Lordship of Messiah Yeshua. Weapons make people feel brave; they get earthly power, which is exactly what and who Satan is; his followers are devoted to being like their god (John 8).

But cowardice manifests itself outwardly in the things people say, and believe, and do; buying firearms is the number one way to show the world the fear within; that such a one is a coward; that deep inside, they know that when they die on Earth, they are destined unto Darkness, and they know it, regardless of any religiosity displayed outwardly.

Therefore, the gun symbolizes fear and cowardice; it is the revelation (exposure) of ones hunger to be like the cowards around them, as they relish together in its sin–evil. But we Messianic disciples already know that the bulk of humanity are eternally doomed; that Broadway is the way of the masses, and only a very small percentage of humans will trek Narrow Way (Matt 7).

The wealth–class appeal to the most base aspects of human condition; vanity, violence, and vitriol. They exploit humans with opportunities to scratch those itches, using anything from from wars and weapons of those war machines, to Social Media and phones. And the masses suck every drop of that cultural Kool–Aid like it is life–giving; perhaps for them it is.

The demon loop is the constant barrage of discord sown by Satans people. They can no longer stop themselves from expressing what demons express in all humans; oppositionism; us–against–themism. The need to keep enemizing other humans becomes a natural part of their mind thinking. John Seventeen teaches the opposite of us–against–themism! For one example, if you disagree with (say) another persons worldview, it is because they are a Socialist, or a Liberal, or a Republican, or an Atheist, or a Mormon or a Muslim! Conservative Christians oppose the Liberal Messiah!

They weaponize human positions or beliefs, as a mechanism to belittle the person in question. If one believes in Science as the study of the YHVH Creation, then that person must be one of "those" people, a Christian Scientist! Or some other box–title. "Other" and "them" is always in their mentality and they cannot break free from it, but this is a sign of Victimism. Sure, it is classic ad hominem, but that too, is a tell in itself.

The calling of the Messianic Cross is best summarized in the longest and greatest prayer ever recorded by humanity: The Lord's Prayer! And no, not the Matt 6 one chanted like a magic potion by the COP Cultists. The lord's Prayer for Messianic disciples is all of John Seventeen. It centers on the reality that the Messianic Cross was intended for all humanity; it centers on a genuine unity of the human family.

The enemies of that Cross ― Satan and his demons along with most of humanity ― must and will oppose such a notion, and the first–fruits of their Earth–lived life, will be the evidence against them in the end. Those who oppose others in any way, oppose the Messianic Cross. Messiah Yeshua, based on that prayer and elsewhere, intends to unify humans into one eternally enduring family. And in all human families there are "those" relatives! Even so, true Love is universal.

But the experiment starts and ends here; those who can unite with others, come what may, in this small experiment, will be granted eternal life (Matt 25), and that has nothing whatsoever to do with Satans Religions. There will be those who are just unbearable to us; too not–like–me; too over–the–top. And "that is" the test, and the purpose of the experiment, and the reason for you being here! Will you volition the dark side, or the Light?


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